Sunday, October 29, 2006
I believe in angels, the kind that heaven sends. I'm surrounded by angels, and I call them my best friends.
Thanks "oink the pig", for being my angel.
waiting with open arms.
Thursday, October 26, 2006
ee leng,
thanks for being so nice today,
you showed me who you could really be.
i realize that i've got a friend who i can talk to,
and who would be there for me.
thanks
even if you only be like this for a day,
its going to be worth it.
i'm sorry about that.
i'm really sorry.
please forgive.
i didn't know you would get so mad and hurt,
you were laughing all the way.
i'll try not to overdo it next time.
i'll try to be there for you,
just like you've been there for me.
i'll try to listen,
and do what i can do.
thanks so much.
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sarah,
thanks for showing me,
how good one day of school can feel.
Thanks.
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val,
try to understand how you mom thinks.
if she doesn't understand you,
you might not understand her either.
just remember,
she IS your mum,
and all she wants,
is the best for you.
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OMGOMGOMG
let me tell a story:
once upon a time, there was a piano teacher, who taught a little girl how to play piano. one time, the girl decided to compete for music festival. but unfortunately... gosh i don't feel like typing. i'll tell u guys at skl.
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one thing i want to say is: CHINESE SUCKS!!!
waiting with open arms.
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
ALERT:NO OFFENCE, IF YOU'RE GONNA BE OFFENDED AND MAD, DON'T READ IT!!!
i know you guys try to be my friend, and i try to be yours,
but why do i feel that i don't belong?
like i'm the absoloute nobody.
the one last on your list,
the one not to be with,
the one not worth waiting for.
you three,
even though i may be last on your list,
you all are on the very TOP of mine.
thanks to all three of you,
especially YOU.
cuz you've been the nicest to me these days,
even though not the nicest you can be i know.
cuz you've been nicer.
thanks ee leng.
waiting with open arms.
Monday, October 23, 2006
well hey everybody
haven't updated in some time already
well i dont' know
haha collage poem
so hard, no actually confusing
wanna hear mine dearies?
here: copyright michelle
Beauty
best signature style steady rock playing
reveal engaging beauty swing case sirens.
high-profile beauty curse vision crew yell:
rebel the advanced closet of tough-looking insider information,
it perceives monochrome beauty perfection attitude.
gosh so weird right? well haha poem collage all random words from the Australian vogue magazine,
really random! SO GREAT
and ur bsh's val are NOT copyrighted xD
and ee leng lol ENGLISH and GOSH GOSH GOSH BRBRBR!! GRGRGR BSH BSH BSH!!! DEON found OUR BLOGS!!! OMGOMGOMG NOOOOO!!!
and sarah we have ting xie tmr
and everybody TAGTAGTAG !!! or flood!!!!!!! YUP!!!
waiting with open arms.
i love you trina
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
i miss you so much trina
i have no idea why.
seeing you everday,
talking to you everyday.
laughing together everyday,
helping each other everday.
was the best thing in west side story.
i'm so glad to have met you,
i'm so glad to have known you.
you've never been jealous,
you've been happy for me,
even though you had to share your part with me.
you had faith in me,
you knew i could do it.
you were willing to sacrifice your time,
so i that i could do better,
and prove to ms stearns that i could do it.
you've never minded,
me taking half of your part,
and you've always been there for me.
you've been so nice.
i don't know HOW to repay you.
you were there,
when i needed help,
when i needed support,
when i needed advice,
when i needed YOU.
why be so nice to a year 9,
whom you've just met?
who you had to share the lead role,
of your last school production with?
you could have left me.
you could just simply "not care".
you could have left me clueless, about acting.
but instead, you chose to help.
you were THERE.
you taught me the moves,
and how to act.
you gave me RITZ,
when i didn't have time to eat.
you told me the tactics of ms stearns,
and told me how to face them.
you gave me your number,
and told me to call you,
whenever i needed you.
you could have been mad,
but you were happy.
"if i got the part when i was your age,
it would have been a dream come true"
your words. they made me proud.
but i realize, i DO need your help.
you could have left me,
and you would've got to do ALL the performances.
but no,
you taught me,
and gave me the chance to perform.
thank you so much trina,
words cannot express my thanks.
i will never forget you, NEVER.
go, and may you fulfill your dream,
of becoming the actress in you.
you will be very successful,
trust me.
THANK YOU TRINA,THANKS FOR ALL YOU'VE DONE.I DON'T KNOW HOW TO SAY THIS,BUT ... THANK YOU,AND I LOVE YOU AS A FRIEND.THANKS FOR JUST... BEING THERE FOR ME.I'VE LEARNT A LOT FROM YOU,AND I'VE REALIZED, JUST HOW MUCH I'VE GOT TO LEARN, NOT TO BE AN ACTRESS, BUT TO BE A FRIEND. YOU'VE SHOWN ME, HOW A GREAT FRIEND CAN MAKE YOU FEEL.YOU'VE SHOWN ME, THAT A GREAT FRIEND WILL:- BE HAPPY FOR YOU EVEN IF THEY HAVE TO SACRIFICE SOMETHING
- SACRIFICE TIME AND EFFORT FOR YOU
- NOT MIND SHARING
- CARE
- BE THERE FOR YOU
TRINA, THANKS FOR BEING A GREAT FRIEND, A GREAT HELP, AND A GREAT ACTRESS. I LUV U (AS A FRIEND OF COURSE). I COULDN'T HAVE WISHED FOR A BETTER YEAR 13 FRIEND.
waiting with open arms.
i love scott
Friday, October 13, 2006
i love you scott, we win as a group; we lose as a groupgosh i don't miss outward boundbut i miss the group of scotthow we've bonded is a wonder.and we've all worked hard together as a group.the rafting was the best example,when we all worked hard,and when we didn't paddle fast enough,we made up time by tidying up SO VERY fast.but we lost, by half a second,but we lost as a group,and didn't blame anyone.then we had our drama performance.we all left dinner early just to practise.we ALL did.we warned each other of rocks and holes on the hike,and we waited for each other.we shouted encouragement to others,and didn't blame the navigators when we went the wrong way.we helped each other overcome difficulties along the way,and together, we got through the hike.at night, when we were camping out,we saw the "magical banana dog in a white dress",and we stuck together when we were scared,and sang songs together.we encouraged each other,on the VERY high rope course.we had a nice experience, TOGETHER.we cooked,we washed,we ate,together.we helped each other,when there were those nasty bees,like the BIG bee [rmb THAT bee, val?]we worked as a group,bonded together as one.and may it stay that way,even though scott will only exist in our minds,and deep in our hearts.i love you scott boys and girls:cissy, me, jody, veronica, stephane, kei kei, melody, valerie, chris au, chris checketts, sinclair, and kevin. our leaders hong and jan were the BEST on the last two days, but i'm not commenting on the other days. thanks for being there.-cissy, jody, veronica, stephanie, kei kei, melo: thanks for being there-valerie: thanks for sticking with me, when i was in a bad mood-chris au, chris checketts, sinclair: thanks for working with me, as a group-kevin: thanks SOOOOOOO much, for helping me and us, as a group, whenever we needed helpmay scott people stay as a team, bonded together, even at school. may we not be pulled apart, just because of our friends. i'll say this one last time: i LOVE you with all my heart, boys and girls of scott, including the leaders hong and jan!!!
waiting with open arms.
OBS Outward Bound School
Sunday, October 08, 2006
going off to outward bound school (obs) to see if i can "survive",
i missed it in p.6 (yr. 7) and i'm going now.
hope i can enjoy it...
"God, please watch over me."
may God bless all of you who are going to obs.
"to serve and strive and not to yield" motto of obs
well i hope we'll gain LOADS of experience YAY
and vall its true, and haha ur bak fan yu, i went ESPECIALLY for u, and my mum wasn't especially happy abt it cuz she had to drive me there aiyoh but it's fine tehee! :))
and sarah you're on the "remote, desolated" island, but don't worry, you'll have FUN, k? luv ya!
and ee leng have fun in obs!
and joyce have fun and haha, ur hiking boots lol
POST AGAIN WHEN I'M BACK FROM OBS!!!
waiting with open arms.
Friday, October 06, 2006
i'm just not good enough,
i'm just not.
thanks for being there,
thanks for breaking my heart.
you told me to pair up with you next time in Beijing,
i agreed.
but you decided that you wanted to go with her,
and you went with me only because she already had someone.
first time you broke my heart.
i realized i didn't mean
anything to you,
compared to her.
i saved a space for you,
and called you over.
you decided it was a good idea,
but sad next to her instead.
second time you broke my heart.
i tried so hard,
i thought you didn't like your homeroom,
but you never cared, and never realized.
there are many more,
that i don't want to list.
you won't care,
so i won't either.
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thanks for always leaving me out.
thanks for never waiting.
thanks for leaving me alone,
thanks for pretending.
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thanks for stealing all my friends,
thanks for acting like you know everything.
thanks for acting like you were the boss over the universe.
thanks for being
extra extra mean to me,when i try my best to be
extra nice to you.
i thought you were my friend,
i thought we could share.
but all those were dreams,
and fantasy, and they
never came true for me.
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FOR JOYCE, if you ever read this:
thanks for being such a good friend.
thanks for being the best friend i had here.
thanks for sticking up for me,
and thanks for all the good times with you.
thanks for bearing with me,
when i as annoying.
thanks for being there,
when i needed a friend.
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no one ever cares about me
about what i write,
about what i post.
does anyone ever read my posts,
and actually care?
if one post said: "i want to die, seriously" ( i don't)
would you even care?
would you even call?
would you?
i don't want to get hurt anymore.
tell me the truth if you don't like me.
i'll find others.
please do that,
even if that's the last thing you do for me--the nobody, to you all.
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west side story changed my life for the better.
even though people changed it for the worse.
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one last question:
DOES ANYONE EVEN CARE ABOUT ME FROM THE BOTTOM OF THEIR HEART?
waiting with open arms.
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
i feel so left out,maybe because i am.
waiting with open arms.
i LOVE you west side story!!!
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
i love you west side
i love you trina
there was chinese dance today,
and we were rehearsing in the auditorium
the wss set was still there,
and so i went up to the balcony to sing.
then i realized HOW much i actually missed wss,
and how much i actaully missed going up to the balcony and climbing those stairs everyday,
and i mean every single DAY.
its really sad,
after all the hard work, time and effort spent,
IT'S OVER, wss people, can you believe it?
omg i really miss wss, even though i'm really scared of ms stearns,
and also the fear of the two particular scenes.
i still love you with all my hear, west side story!!!
waiting with open arms.
